How longs is this gonna last?

"I didn’t lose a friend, I just realized I never had one."
(via expiry)

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I’m tired of having nights that the bottle is the only thing that cannsooth my stress. Why can’t peole not want to fucking srgue on my bad days.

This fucking sucks how all my homies are slowing drifting away from me.

Why the hell can I have certain individuals in my life with put them being unhealthy for me. I miss just the joy and gold of so many realtionships. I miss her especially.

I’m scared of what tomorrow brings. I use to be excited for what each day has instore but now all I feel is anxiety of starting the next day.

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Fuck. My mental health is hurting. I’m getting sunk back into another feelin of just depression. And thinking about brenden passing away the other night makes it even worst. I’m suppose to be celbrating another year of life for one of my best friends yet brendens last was only days ago.